Im in one of those places right now. Where I get to thinking. And when I get to thinking, problems are caused.
Him. He gets really awkward when he hugs me in public. He gets uncomfortable when he wants to hold my hand. He can never tell when he should be touching me or looking at me in fear that his "friends" will say something.
He got upset when i didnt wear his letter jacket, and he looked nervous when I was texting my really good friend Austin. So, it shows that he cares. At least... I think.
But last night we had a performance. I sang a song and had to find a dress for the performance. It took me forever to find the dress. I got TONS of compliments. Even from the guys in drama club. Everyone did. Everyone, but him. Everyone commented on my song and how it was a "high point" of the performance.. but him.
He is so open to telling Marya how much he likes me and how perfect this is, but the only thing he'll say to me is something someone said about us and "break a leg." Last night, he even let his ex-girlfriend to his make-up for the show. He didnt want to put any on, so Corey did it for him. They laughed and talked as I sat behind the skrim listening to them. Thats one of the things that make me uneasy.
-Alto
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