I'm sick and tired of this. I feel like I have the best theater family in the entire world in the summer. Then comes the school year and even the amazing family I have in the summer turns against me. I just wanna be put first. Just for a little bit. I may be, but I'm jut too selfish to recognize it. But I honestly haven't felt like I have been. The one night I felt like dying, no one even looked at me. I was upset beyond belief and nobody even sat by me during notes. One person said something about me looking upset. One. Yes, I appreciate that. But isn't it SO funny how I am there for anyone and everyone even if I don't get along with them or (in my summer family) I go to all their shows and they ALL find excuses not to come except the talented psycho in love with my boyfriend. But. That's not the point. It's just, whatever.
Ugh.
-Alto
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