Journals

Lets just say..

Journals are for you. You to write in, you to vent to, YOU to read. I had to get one. I needed it and I can't rely on my blog all the time. What do I do when I'm at school and need someone to talk to, but I look around my classes and see absolutely no one? That's what my composition notebook is for. I thought I would be able to get away with having it and people would mind their own business. But I went to my locker during class and came back only to hear

"I felt more alone than ever."

Repeated. Over and over as if someone was trying to get my attention. Then I thought about it...

The last page I wrote on.

I felt like that was the end. I didn't know what to do. I kept my head down on my desk the rest of class. Those girls think that they're funny. I hate them. So much.

Please. Leave the weird girl alone.

It was easy for the people I do consider my friends to be comfortable with themselves because they have people just as different as them to be with and have classes with.

I'm alone. I don't even know who I am anymore. All I know is that I'm not myself.

-Alto