Sophomore

I don't think he still reads these so I'm just gonna rant.

This girl talked to me at rehearsal. I know she may not like me, because not many people do anymore. But the things she had to say really got to me.

I hope he doesn't feel like he's obligated to keep me around until he has to leave. I know I would feel that way, but he shouldn't. I know how his last relationship went and I wouldn't be happy if I was a story that he told to his next girlfriend about being unhappy. I like him. A lot. But that shouldn't make him feel like he has to feel the same way. I don't want him to dump me, but if he'd be happier somewhere else, I do.

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-Alto

I may regret posting this and delete it in an hour. But I really need to stop getting so scared all the time. :/
I'm just really used to losing people.