Acceptance.

And this is where I know that I did it for the other people. I had all the right things to say, but that's not why I did it. And now I have to live with that. Best friends. I love that. Not as much as I loved being with him. But..

I'm still wondering how I'm gonna be so close to him tomorrow singing songs and having to talk and smile before without sobbing. Sobbing because its been 7 hours. And I already miss him. 7 hours and I regret every word that came out of my mouth. 7 hours and.. I'm not sure I can do it.