Rant

If you told me a year ago that this is how it would be, I would have told you that you were wrong. 

Things aren't working out at all like I want it to. Didnt make les mis, which sucks. Didnt make fools. Which kills me every day. Every day I have to be reminded of it. The fact that the only reason I got parts was because of Jo H. It had nothing to do with "talent." It was just pure favoritism. :/ Then I can't get more attached to my boyfriend (if that's possible) because he's gonna be busy starting in a couple weeks then he's going to college. I'm not doing BH no matter what next year so my last show is freaking grease the school version.. Ughhhhh. Well. 

I have nothing to look forward to any more.