Why

I hate myself when it comes to guys. Because I like them when I'm with them. But unlike most girls who like a guy and like him even more when they miss him, i just stop liking them. And it's annoying. Plus I have yet to have that feeling where you start to fall in love with someone. I mean, I thought I have. But I haven't. And I'm okay with that. Because I'm young. And that stuff shouldn't matter. But okay, you like me. And so you're just gonna text me for a couple more weeks and then you're gonna try to ask me to be your girlfriend? We can't just be friends and see where that goes? I don't know, this whole thing just seems.. Fast.