Fuck me.

I can fucking do this. I can't sing. I can't act. I can't do this. This used to be fun. And now I hate it. I've wanted Jo for so long. Now it's here and I am fucking up so hard core. I can't do it. Then my carol isn't want he wants. I'm so fucking terrible. I'm meant to be in the chorus of musicals. And I can't even do that in the big leagues, since I'm a shitty dancer. 

I don't what the fuck is wrong with me but if I don't snap out of it soon I'm about to reaaaaally embarrass myself.