Religion.

This whole religion thing is kind of a problem. I believe in God. I don't believe that Hell exists. I don't believe gays will be punished. I don't believe the bible. I don't believe that religion defines you. Like, makes you a good person or not. Because the shittiest people I've ever met are the "best" Christians/Catholics. And that sucks. Because I've been trying to get back into it and those are the people I have trying to convince me of how great it is. I don't go to church every Sunday anymore. There's no meaning to a mass for me. What sucks is that I need something like that. Something to ask for help. Something that I can believe will help me. Praying just seems so cheesy. And so I don't do it. And when I do it's to ask for something. I don't think ill ever become a Jesus freak- because that's not me. But I want to believe in it again. Not necessarily catholocism, but religion. Organized religions give me a huge headache, but it's worth a shot. Right?