Talents and boys.

When it comes to boys I have a special talent. I meet then, and somehow instantly become friends with them. And we talk a lot then start texting so we can talk even when we aren't hanging out. Then I like them. Then they like me. Sometimes the other way around, but usually not. Then, we hang out. Even if it's in groups of people. Then wait for those couple minutes where we're alone and we can just be super awkward. And it's great. It's really great. But then one day, they snap out of it. They realize I'm just the really good friend they need around. And I'm not worried about finding a guy, I'll never be that girl. But it's rough being that way with someone, then seeing them drift away completely. Or the ones that hold on too long and I'm already done. 

And that's rough.