I could not imagine. Being so attached to someone and them just being.. Gone. I pretend to be so independent, but I'm not. At all. It's rather pathetic. I need my best friend at all hours of the day. I want to feel like someone wants me so I sit and just wait for that one guy to text me. Love. God. I'm obsessed with hearing about it and I've felt it with those two people. I couldn't imagine getting the call saying that they were gone. Death scares me. Which is weird, because it used to be what I would always be thinking about. I thought no one wanted me and I was just a mistake. But no one should ever hate themselves or be stressed out enough to the point that they overdose and kill themselves. Especially someone who had so many who loved and admired him. I was obsessed with him. Not the character he played.
What a guy.
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