Me

I literally hate everything about myself. When I think I like something, it ends up being someone else in my life bringing something out in me that I like temporarily, and that doesn't count. I'm annoying. I'm not very smart. I'm beyond hideous. I'm fat. And I used to think I was so good and I'm not. I'm embarrassed of myself. Like being around people legitimately makes me insecure and embarrassed. I've never had a relationship with someone that I didn't screw up at least once. I don't see anything that anyone sees in me. And that leaves me with nothing. 

Absolutely nothing.