Promise to myself.

From here on out, when I commit myself to something, Im going to DEDICATE myself to it. 

And I mean that in a few situations. Situations like rehearsal. I'm going to sit down and shut up. Ill do my job and only screw around when screwing around is okay. Relationships. Whether boyfriend or best friend, I'm gonna be consistent. I only date people if truly do like them (which is why I have only dated one person). I already do that but I want to make sure I keep that up if we break up soon. I don't want to be that friend who's only SOMETIMES there. 

I'm done feeling unhappy with myself. If I just give everything my all, there's nothing to feel bad about.

Here we go.