Insecure

I've always been insecure. And when I say insecure- I mean hating everything about myself insecure. And it went away for a while. But oh my god, it's back and worse than ever. I hate myself. I hate looking at myself. I'm the dumbest person I know. And it's frustrating. Being surrounded by such perfect people and looking/acting like this is just embarrassing. :/ I'm done.