Why

The day I needed someone.. Anyone.. I get nothing. My best friend is busy with her boyfriend. So I try to talk to my now ex boyfriend. And I get nothing. I need someone to just talk to me. Please. I can't.. I Just don't know how to deal with this.. 

And while I'm ranting, this is the first time Corbin and I haven't talked all day in about a year.. I mean, I've sent texts today.. But he didnt respond. He's still basically my best friend. And I need him around. And that sucks. Now he's in college. And I'm here alone. So that's fun.