Tonight

It all started with going to rehearsal and doing an amazing job with the musical theatre steps and then getting to the stripper part and getting completely lost. I can't keep up and it's humiliating. Then, my dad made me cancel plans tomorrow to babysit so he could sleep. Yes, I was upset but I'm scared to death of him so I didn't say anything. I got upset enough to cry.. Okay, sob after rehearsal and told my mom everything and she called my dad.. The dad that hates everything about me. Who is now extremely pissed that "I'm making a big deal out of this" when I didn't know my mom was gonna call him.

I can't.. I just can't.