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This is a really annoying post which is why it's going on here and not anywhere else. But I'm just.. Sad. Constantly. I'm not happy. And I don't know what to officially blame it on even though I blame it on a lot of things. I don't remember the last time I felt good about myself. I haven't felt pretty. I haven't felt wanted. And if I have, it was by the wrong people.  And that's with my summer friends. The friends I wait all year to hang out with. The people that make me feel better about myself just aren't here anymore. And now I have to go to school tomorrow and sit and talk to all the people I talk to normally which are just random people who I only consider/they only consider me an acquaintance. Honestly, I'm feeling left behind.  And there's nothing anyone can do to fix it. But it sucks.