Fears

I dont tell regular people this so if you get to see this feel special.

These are things im afraid of..

Driving over bridges- One time in a movie a bridge collapsed and thats when i decided that if im ever on a bridge i will probably die.

Spiders- Who the hell isnt?

The dark- Its not that im afraid of monsters or ghosts.. Just the dark. I hate darkness and cold. Sunny/Light and warm is cool. Thanks bye.

Car Wrecks- Ive been through a lot. The one with Kris was by far the worst.. But still scared of any kind.

Bad Music- it just makes me sad for our generation.

Love- Honestly, yes. Because ive been let down a lot. But, not something im not willing to try. And I don't just mean with boys. Like, friends and such. 

Hurricanes- No. I dont do hurricanes. Drowning doesnt sound fun.

Getting hit by lightning in the shower- Okay this one is embarrassing but like, i dont want to shower during thunderstorms. I always do though. And its like only having the water on when necessary.. its .. a mess. Once again, i saw it on tv once.

Overdosing on pills- I hardly ever take the recommended dosage, usually going under thinking ill die. But one time i took 5 tylonels in 2 hours. Not okay.

Eating Disorders.

Boys- Some are scary.

Girls- ALL ARE SCARY.

Bad guys- always convinced someone is gonna come through my back door. I can think my dad who used to scare me outside when i was younger. He also contributed to my darkness fear.

Actors- Judgemental bitches. Im one too, i know.

Getting shot- Im kinda racist. Thats all im gonna say.

What people think-This makes me want to punch myself in the face for admitting this but yeah.. People's opinions kill me sometimes. Especially since im friends with a lot of people who can tell me every side of every story.

Not making it in theatre... I have nothing else going for me. And i dont even have theatre really going for me.

Feet- Honestly, it depends on who you are how close your feet can get to me. I would chop mine off if i didnt know how AWEFUL crutches were.

Directors- They trust me too much. And it makes me sick. Because i dont think i can live up to what they expect of me.

This is not all, but im sleepy.

-Alto